1. Liam cried At the start of “Through the Dark” Liam was teary, his voice broke and he walked off-stage — an unusual move for the one band member who doesn’t even do bathroom breaks. Harry draped himself fetchingly in the South African flag (as a distraction?) and the boys soldiered on until Liam’s return. (x)
dear zayn. i miss you. and i dont miss you because youre an angel on earth, i dont miss you because your voice shakes my soul. i dont miss you because youre missing from one direction…i miss you because you are my book. i read you. and i learn from you. you are true and sweet and wonderful. funny and smart and loving. proud and quiet and magnetic. when i first became a one direction fan it wasn’t because of you. in fact, you werent even on my radar. it took me a very long time to realize it was from self-hate. i didnt want to explore all the complex feelings you provoked in me. i didnt want to face this unfamiliar and jagged part of me. but the discomfort i felt from your presence became so irritating, i was eventually forced to. and then i fell in love. lets get it straight though, i dont have romantic feelings or fantasies about you, though admittedly, these thoughts are romanticizing, nevertheless, ive changed because of you. i love our people because of you. i am less afraid to love because of you. and i miss you. and i hope you’re okay. and i hope you’re getting better. and i hope you understand how much i miss you.
"Technically, you killed him." 